The Long walks

                          The long walks.

 “I am sorry but this will be your last month at this place, I am reducing my 50% staff due to heavy recession in cloth manufacturing market, find some other place for work”

    

 Suddenly the sky was falling down on me! These words made me completely blank and completely numb. This tragedy has happened just a day before the day when I heard the news of my favorite singer committed suicide.

   

 I was a completely clueless at that moment. As per Saturday schedule, I must go to coaching class for analytical and logical classes. But my mind was completely disturbed and resisting.

 So, only two places could give me my serenity. One was the 

‘David Sassoon library’, where I could go and hide my pain behind the big bunch of books and literature or I can go to the beach, took a long walk and seating in front of the huge, deep, blue sea. I couldn’t decide anything.

 The shift was over. I left the office and walked towards the Elphinstone station. Still, I couldn’t figure out where to go, the constant fight was happening in mind between two places which were Chhatrapati Shivaji Terminus and Churchgate.

 I reached at the station, standing in the queue without knowing my final destination. Finally, my turn came.

“Churchgate, with return ticket”

 It was completely instinct!

 So, I choose the second option. I had disembarked from the train at ‘Charni road’ station, the place from where the beautiful Marine drive road starts. So, I do not have any other option so I reached at beach removed my slippers. Put an earphone in my ears.

 “Now, I am totally screwed up!” mumbling to myself.

 I started to walk from ‘Charni road’ to ‘Churchagate’ and return from ‘Churchgate’ to ‘Marine drive’. I walked for almost two hours On that road, I talked with my own self.  

 “If the Everest would be horizontal rather than vertical then I can climb up whole Everest by just putting my earphones in my ears, talking with myself and a long walk”

  -Lay Shah (Not a well-known blogger and recently unemployed)

 Yeah, putting an earphone in your ear is the must! Because if you don’t and you would walk and talk with yourself then people would definitely consider you mad.        

 But I love to talk to myself, this hasn't happened to me first time Every time when I feel upset or low or situation will be out of control, I would take a break, start to walk on the road and talk with myself.

 First reason behind is first I am big, huge, nerdy Introvert.

So, people who think that he is just texting when he wants to share his blog otherwise he doesn’t text me for once, this is the reason. I am Sheldon Cooper but with the lower IQ.

 The second reason I don’t like the rest of people whom I often talk judge me for no reason.

 The last but not the least, love for own self.

 Talking to myself is hilarious, the person who is closest to me never find me funny or humorous. But somewhere inside me something who is very funny stand-up comic. So, one side he (my instincts I used to consider him-male, ‘Engineering problems’) can make every situation so funny, so instead of worrying about I am making stand up bit on that, like after few minutes instead of “What will happen to me?” turn into “Why people shouldn’t come to Bombay” a one hour special for Netflix (#future_plan).

 Plus, sometimes he would be turned into a great philosopher. That says 'what you like to in your life! Cut this crap shit out of your life. You were not born for 9 to 5 job.'

 These endless thoughts had come and gone away in my mind and then when I was reached at my apartment I was as good and fresh as I was before.                                                    

 Life is all about success and failure, opportunity and not getting damn. But One thing will always with you is ‘Yourself!’ Never underestimate it. Sometimes you don't have a solution for something and it's normal. No one has a solution of all problems. Trust me talking with your self is not weird it's good. Let the people think whatever they want to think because

Talk to your self once In a day otherwise you may miss meeting an excellent person in the world.
-Swami Vivekanand
#be_happy
                             Fin.

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